Started off my day with a scary nightmare. Then forgot to bring my handphone to work. Luckily nothing much happened today. Officially free till 7th of March, time to relax and enjoy the very last month of my life as an civilian. And then to carry out the 2 plans i have for this year. Even if there's not even a chance, i would like to give it my best shot ever. I want no more regrets, even if i failed, i would be able to answer to myself.
Time for some serious training for running and chin up. Went running with Ben just now, ran 3 rounds tonight. Barely made it, have to improve on my speed and timing. Counting down 35 days to NS...
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
Tml will be my last day at REC, just hope everything will be just fine. And here comes Chinese New Year and my one month "holiday" before my enlistment to Tekong for PTP then BMT. Sad to say, it rained whole day so running with Ben and Ricky was cancelled. Stayed at home the whole day, chatted msn with some friends, dota-ed with the gang and of cos, coughing the whole day lols. Wasn't in good mood recently, please let me get over this sooner, to overcome myself....
Should i go or should i not?
=p
Happy 21st Birthday Wendy! =p
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Yesterday went to Timbre Old School there to celebrate Wendy's advance 21 Birthday! 8 of us plus one more 16 years old didi LOL! We had some pizzas, pasta and of cos some drinks. To Wendy, Happy 21st Birthday! Hahas stay sweet. =p It's been quite a long time since i last saw my ex-4e2 classmates. But as usual, remained quiet for most of the time. Was quite an embarrassing day for me, shall not recall them again.... But overall it's still ok for me.
And a question popped out. What had i been doing all these years? Many more questions came across my mind. Now just one word i can find to express myself, hate. There's so many things i hate about myself, and i actually did nth to amend/improve myself. Always hiding inside, limiting my self inside my comfort zone, my tortoise shell. Didn't know since when, my brain started to decide that it's going to blank most of the time. Maybe laziness had got the best of me. Agrhhh.....
ok, next topic. This coming Monday will be my last working day at REC. Last Thursday, they found some1 to replace me, and i passed down most of the thing to him already. Also brought some gifts and gave to some of my colleagues. Lols kind of burnt a hole in my wallet. Had been overspending these few days, time to control! lols...
Later morning will be running with Ben and Ricky. Hope the rain can stop soon...
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
Finally, counting down my last 6 days in REC...
Three months at REC passed so fast and soon,
i'll be enlisting into Tekong Chalet for PTP.
Counting down 46 days to Tekong enlistment. =(
Had been sick since day 1 of 2011, for almost 3 weeks.
What a year for me to start off a new year with sickness.
Just hope i'll be able to recover faster, just hate being sick.
Tml we'll be celebrating Alex's belated 21st at Nex.
Let's go walk walk at the new shopping centre. =p
Hope to have more gatherings together soon.
Prawning, BBQ, Overseas, Chalet, etc....
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
Home alone on New Year night 2011.
Switched on the air con, switched on the speakers,
playing some random old songs, alone in my room.
A sudden thought came into my mind.
How nice would it be to have someone who know you best,
sitting beside you, listening the same songs with you,
sharing stories and enjoying each others' accompany?
Hahas just a wish wont come true? Maybe....
Grats to most of the Tekong guys, POP on 8th Jan 2011!
Just wondering if i will survive my PTP & BMT anot.
Hope NS will turn me into a more mature and dependable guy.
A guy which will not be too quiet most of the times,
a guy with more self-confident,
a guy with more determination,
a guy with some leadership,
a guy with his own decision,
a guy who will not be scared of every little things,
a guy who will not be out casted,
a guy who will not be so emo,
a guy who will not be afraid to try.
Counting down 64 days to enlistment, Tekong BMT sch 2...
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