Wow wad a fine Sundae! I met up with a few pals and went for a counselling course at sembawang park. We enjoyed ourselves there, its been long since we last met and had lots to catch up on. We went there for around 6hrs... Wish tat theres more coming soon! XDIn the night when i was at home around 11.30pm, loud sound of explosions was heard coming from the car park behind my windows. It was some ppl setting fire on motorcycles! Shoutings were also heard. Soon police n 2 big firefighters came. My family rushed to close windows as the thick black smoke begins to rise. (cos we living on the highest floor) The smoke totally covered the vision of the whole BB court n the blocks in front of our block. At the same time, i felt sad n sorry for the owners of those motorcycles.
fiery red fire
firefighters
Btw, i'm feeling alot better le. I had got over it, so dont need worry too much about mi thanks... =p
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Todae planned to continue on my projects de but suddenly no mood to do. Thus i watched Taiwanese drama tat was intro to mi. After which took a nap till night. Had lots of things running through my mind... Alot of which i still has no ans to them, and lots of things i wanted to do but in the end, lack of determination was wad brings the end to them.
I am confused tis few daes, i'm not as clear as i used to be. Would the world stop spinning for mi just once? No! It will not, the world will still move on without mi. And sitting down here doing nth about it was wad i had been doing all these while. Theres nth much for mi to look forward to in tis world, aimlessly n helplessly awaits mi.
Laughers no longer follows mi while i drew a circle around myself, clearly marking the line. The pain had slowly become wad i am used to. And the story goes on...
"There was once a timid n shy boii, with no confident at all who noes nth much about everything. He met a gal in the same class whos his heart told him tat she's the one he will fall deeply for... At the same time he came in contact with online computer games from friends n neglected his studies.. N he nv wakes up from both of them. To him, the gal was wad 1st in his life tat awakes his heart.
One day, while he cycles to sch, he found out tat the gal was just beside him. In class, whenever theres chance, he would be looking at her from the back. He just couldnt control himself... After he moved house a street away, he realised tat she lived just opp block from her! He was overjoyed, since then, everyday be4 sch starts, he would be at his windows scanning the traffic junction for her from 13th floor. It made his morning meaningful just to able to see her walking to sch, the sigh of her even makes him through the hardest time in sch.
In these 2 years, he didnt have the courage to speak even a word with her. The moment she was close to him, he chose to walk away from the direction of her... During his CCA, there are times she would walk pass and his friends would tease him. But he didnt mind tat cos he reali enjoys gardening n worked hard in CCA. Soon she become the president of her CCA, the boii felt the gap was widening n he felt sad but at the same time happi for her... And mani more..."
The story will carry on nxt time...
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
Todae so tired n no mood to go lesson, thus i pon a 3hr mobile app. lesson lor. So 10am jiu free le, settle some issue cai go home. btw lappy also got red screen de leh, not just blue screen. i 1st time saw it myself on friend's lappy. hahas style lor. XD
Den in afternoon, played few matches of gunbound. won all the match except the last match, but quite happi =). After tat i took a nap till night n chatted with waisian in msn. N we chatted till wad i need to improve on. As u all noe, i'm a shy n has quite few topic de guy, i had been trying real hard to improve on tis. But somehow, i still find myself distance from my friends. Their topics mostly is wad i dont understand or able to join in der. Thus over the years, i learned to "fake sleep" or keep quiet in front of them, which is kind of sad for mi. Another reason is tat i dislike over-crappings, i couldn't take it and i dunoe y... Most of the time when friends are crappings, i also find myself unable to join in, haiis sadden...
Actually, i had been feeling very down and unhappi during my daes at poly. Trust mi, you wouldn't want to be in my shoes der. Haiis better not mention it. =( Cos i often get that kind reasons tat i dont wan to hear. Dont wanna make my blog into a emo blog, so i'll stop here.
I also played gunbound with jx n his poly friends, it was fun...
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
GEMs time! Hahas.. We had a fun meeting todae on our play "snow white n the other dwarves". Its an edited version of the original and we discussed alot todae. I've been assigned Doctor Dwarf! hahas You all sick come find mi, i'm ur man, specialist in all fairy tale creatures. Surely u'll need a doctor ya? XD
Btw i'm the luckiest among my other 4 friends, i had onli 1 role in the whole play! Fei has the most roles, he is the prince, Narrator and a emo little dwarf. Ricky is the mirror and another dwarf. Junxian is Pinocchio the homosexual XD, while alex is the wolf (big bad wolf) HAHAS...
But after GEMs when going home, my stomach suddenly pain leh, dunoe is pain becos of hungry or wad... sad, had to walk slowly home. Well tats all folks, stay tuned...
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Omg i so late den eat my dinner, hahas. now eating dinner cos in the late afternoon, we played BB till 10plus and i reach home around 12plus. Lolz tell u guys a mimi, we were thrashed by other ppl in BB. Sad but well, we cant do anything about it, lost is lost. What matters most is we enjoyed playing BBall. =p
Another 2 things happened during BB. 1st is Ruyi not feeling well, as in quite serious. 2nd is about nearly hit some1 with the ball. Btw Ruyi, you must take care leh. Den 2nd de is nearly hit waisian. When we playing mini BB, i nearly came in contact with her as i was too close to her when i tried to save the ball form being out.
Btw Ricky, your "gunbound" aiming very good leh. I took a direct head shot from your "bullet". hahas
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Sunday, July 6, 2008
Todae not feeling like writing blog, so bye...
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Saturday, July 5, 2008
Last night dreamt of her again. Haiis onli able to get close to her in my dreams. =( Todae also heard her names 3 times, sadness is wad i could think of. Oh well, dont say this le, lets drop this subject and move on.
Spent a fun afternoon at civil center der Party World with Zilie, Alex, Meimei, Yuting, Junwei and Ricky. Hahas well i admired both meimei and zilie leh. Both of them can sing so well leh not like me. We went for 4 hours from around 2plus to 6plus. But got 1 thing not good there, the waiter or waitress spied on us 5-7 times wor. Hahas cos they wanna make sure we no eat or drink outside de things. After which, went home with ricky while the rest went for dinner at cwp. And luckily, i managed to make it in time for The Lord Of The Ring The Return Of The King leh. =p So nice!
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Friday, July 4, 2008
Finally its fridae! Its been a tiring week, will be more busy soon. Btw todae when i was walking home, i saw a bird showering in a pool of rain water. Its was so cute lor, like it was swimming. hahas hard to describe, i just feel happi when seeing tis. I wanted to take a pic of it de but it flew away once i took out my Hp. Long time nv slow down my walking pace le hahas.
Den in the late afternoon, i played gunbound with ricky, junxian and alex. LOLs long time no play le, and todade lvled 2 times, so happi leh. =p And hor when vs other ppl, our team work was great! we won both matches, mi n junxian helped in last kill too lols. Also want to tell u all a mimi hor, junxian tat pro disguise as a noob in game when we vs ourselves leh. Aiyo ricky n alex also v pro der. Only mi noob hahas. XD
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Thursday, July 3, 2008
I am a bit disappointed with myself just now during basketball with jx, his friends, ricky and weisong. Haiis.. During the 5 v 4 match, i onli scored 1 ball out of the 23 points. Truly very sad for me, but oh well it was a nice match. During other mini matches, i'm still ok =p but i got clamp on my right thigh after all the matches. Unlucky rite? hahas... Btw i admired Jeremy for his ability to control the ball easily.
hahas btw tml meimei (meh meh) birthdae! hahas, happi birthdae to you!
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Lessons todae was quite alright, just tat in NSM lecture. I suddenly became very slpy so every time Mr Mark speaks a sentence, i would doze off and suddenly awake the moment he speaks the second sentence. But towards the ending of the lecture, i was fully awake, dunoe why hahas.
Todae's Drama gems class was fun, we discussed on wad scripts we will be using for our performance in about 7 weeks' time. Finally we decided to choose "Snow White and the Other Dwarf s". Reali looking forward to the dae we present the play!
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Haiis i'm now feeling very sian n vexed. Cos sch just started a few daes and i found out tat i had so much things to do and complete. Most importantly, i find it tiring in lessons. But no choice, need to study...
Todae we helping meimei celebrate her birthdae in advance cos fridae most of us not free. Paiseh arh meimei hope you wont mind hor. =p Hahas actually yesterdae chatted with her and found out tat she bu kai xin, and an idea came into my mind. Tat is to help make it a unforgettable 18th sweet birthdae! But guess i think too far le, i have no ben shi to make it happen. Haiis..
But guess its still ok bah. Btw a big thanks to Derek! With his idea, we made a big and nice birthdae card for meimei. Hope she'll like it. And her birthdae cake was delicious! =)
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Without Alex.
Whole casting members...
Ehh Guns??