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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Hi i wont be able to online recently due to some internet issue.

Cherish everything...* 5:45 AM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I'm a Sensitive Doer.

Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.
Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life. Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points. Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly. Learn more about the Sensitive Doer at work ...
Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children. As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own. However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed. Learn more about the Sensitive Doer in love ...

The Sensitive Doers at work

Your type, although belonging to the introverted doers, is also the most amiable and friendly in his dealings with others of all types. This special combination is the reason for your great flexibility. It enables you to work excellently and contently on your own to suit any situation, but also achieve extraordinary popularity and professional satisfaction as a member of a team. Here the precondition is a friendly, collegiate environment characterized by harmony and mutual respect.
You need a working environment without intrigue or political manipulation, and with the least possible deployment of elbows. Cooperation rather than confrontation, should be the order of the day. Colleagues as well as superiors equally appreciate your unassuming, congenial nature and your unbelievable sensitivity plus your attentive and generous ways toward others. In your presence, people simply have to be comfortable; you are not competition oriented, whatsoever.
You are almost limitlessly tolerant and always prepared to accept others as they are. As a consequence, you very rarely have problems getting along with different people. The only exception: when your private value system is hurt or you notice injustice somewhere. In that case, you can react quite forcefully but even in the most heated dispute you always try to argue respectfully and fairly.


The Sensitive Doers in love

Due to your quiet nature, you don’t fall in love head over heels - but once you do, it happens intensively and fiercely. You have a pronounced romantic disposition and once you truly catch the bug, you insist on putting your beloved in the center of your universe. Like the Idealists, you are an all or nothing type, in this respect. Despite your love of freedom, you are the most faithful and devoted of all the Doers.
You are capable of deep feelings, and you throw yourself into a relationship with all you’ve got. You care for, spoil, and support your partner wherever you can - sometimes even at the cost of your own needs. You are devoted to doing everything for your beloved to the point that you may not realize for a long time that you are getting the short end of the stick. If you feel that you can do him/her a favor, you gladly deep-six everything that is important to you: friends, place of residence, or job. As long as you choose a partner who appreciates this trait, and most importantly, who does not take advantage of it, it is just great. It gets extremely dangerous, however, if you end up with an egoist. In dealing with your contemporaries, you are sometimes a little too trusting because you always assume the same high morals and character trends that are yours. In certain ways, that makes you very vulnerable and that applies to love, as well.
Your pronounced sensitivity (also a part of your personality type description) makes you a very attentive, empathetic, and loving partner. You won‘t miss a mood change in your heart of hearts, and have a damned sensitive ear for hidden appeals. You like it that way because excessive love pledges are not your style, and you don’t continuously carry your heart on your sleeve. You prefer to demonstrate how much your partner means to you with deeds, and by reading his/her wish in his/her eyes.


Cherish everything...* 2:07 AM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

This will be a long post, sorry...

Yesterday i pangseh-ed ben and went bb,
so just now ran 1 round with him n derek.
After running, 3 of us went bb with weili.
Actually dont have the feeling for running n bb der.
But no choice, i had already agreed to go.
Reached there not long jiu injured my left thumb,
abit internal bleeding inside nails but now washed away.
Starting of match jiu tio scratch on my right hand.

Great, how great can it be?
Miss-ed lots of ball becos of these.
Thus half way i jiu no mood play liao.
I jiu relax down n see opp team keep score.
Sry for not doing my best..
I just cant control myself.
Cant help it, i had already lost the feelings for bball i once had in the past.
I no longer try my best to jump,
no longer able to layup,
no longer able to defend,
and mani more...

After the lights went off at 10pm,
i vent-ed out all my unhappiness out by shooting non-stop.
Great, 3/5 of which went in.
Better den wad i shoot in match.
Afterwhich, i drain-ed down half 1.5litres of Coke in big mouthful,
just like wad i did to the other half 1.5litres.
Lols just like ppl drain-ing down beer, just tat i'm using Coke.
I felt great! Always did tis when i'm not feeling very good.
Pls do not try this, its bad for health, thank you.

Sry for been so emo.
Had been wandering, wad am i actually to my friends?
Do you guys really wan me to speak out wad i think?
Even negative views? even when it will hurt some1?
If you guys wan, i can do it der.
If you really understand me, you will noe tat i would nv do tat,
rarely see me saying something bad about some1 behind their back or wad so ever.
I will keep these alone, so tat i will not hurt any1,
not becos i wan to be noble,
but just becos we are friends,
i respect every1.

Some said i had been hiding my true self,
closing the door tat other ppl cant understand me.
Yes i agree. But of wad i see, how can i open the door?
Some will say got any problem just share with him/her.
But will it actually help? My ans is no.
If it can be helped, i dont mind sharing it out.
But what about those which cant?
I noe mani will be disapproving of wad i'm saying,
running away from my problems,
but i still wan to say how i feel.
And i noe u all are trying to help me,
i really appreciate it.

To add-on,
recently a friend of mine asked me a question tat i'm actually dunoe how to ans.
Being close friends, always hanging around with each other,
do you really understand them?
I personally think tat its a simple yet profound question.
How mani of you can ans this?


Thanks Jx n Akira for chatting n your concerns.
Appreciated. =p
I'm already ok le.

Great, lost 5kgs in just 2 days.
2 days before i'm still stuffing myself with food n chocolates.
2 days after i had lost weight.
From 75kg to 70kg.
After seeing this,
i stuffed myself with whole plate of vegi, duck wings, rice and a rice dumpling which dad left for me.
6am liao, i think i go try slp bah...

Cherish everything...* 3:46 AM
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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Just now pangseh-ed ben and went for BB. In the end just shoot a few balls only. Gotten some unexpected ans once again to the questions i had been asking myself ever since few yrs ago. Great, i fully understand it in my heart, the more i noe, the more i dont wan to noe. So from the views of my friends, i'm someone who will be treated well only when some1 remind them of me n blah blah blah... Tried to suppress my feelings cos its not the 1st time i'm hearing it. Sorry for saying all these, wrote it cos i'm really cant take it anymore, had been swallowing lots of things into my stomach alone cos these are things i dont wish to say out...

Lastly,
I understand wad you are feeling now, becos i'm same as you.
Alone is not wad i seek, but it found me and befriended me.
Stay Strong will ya?

Cherish everything...* 12:32 AM
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Monday, May 18, 2009

Hmm was asked by weisong to do this question.
JunXian, Alex and WeiSong had done it...
And now, its my turn..

"If you are left with only 30 days to live, how would you live with it??"


Week 1:
Try things i haven try be4 in my life.
Help out with household chores.
Quit sch if i'm still sch-ing.
Visit my age 90++ PoPo which i long time no visit though she dont rmb me le.

Week 2:
Wanna find something meaningful to do, community work.
Donate away my books.
Donate away most of my clothes, shoes.
Start to write daily dairy entry till age of 24's worth of entries.
Wont hide my true self anymore.


Week 3:
Try to do things for/help every1 around me.
Eat as much diff food as i can.
Compile everything about her into a small booklet.
Place this booklet in to a heart-shaped pillow.

Week 4:
Have last few meetings with friends.
Play 1 last Dota with FRAWL Clan.
Play 1 last Basketball match.
Create as much happy memories as possible.
Gift every1 around me smth.


Last 2 days:

Day 29 - Spend this day with my loved ones.
Write my last blog entry.
Give my lappy to sis as she wanted an Asus lappy.
Go to the temple to pray for my family members.
Cancel my hp line.

Day 30 - Lock myself in my room as usual.
Turn on my fav song and let it repeat.
Semi-lie on bed,
hugging the heart-shaped pillow,
reflect on wad i had done in my whole life,
think of my loved ones,
smile / laugh at my life,
slowly closing my eyes,
taking my last breath,
as the melody of the song slowly fades...
Passed away without telling any1...


Done half way in sch, now continued, currently Tuesday 5.30am...

Cherish everything...* 2:17 PM
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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Weekends always passed so fast, tml monday again, monday blues lols.
Yesterday went Daryl's Birthday BBQ with Alex, Ricky, Weisong, Derek,
Ben, Junhao, Shuqi, Meimei, Zilie n Yuting. (Weili came went we going home lols)
The bbq fish is nice! Hahas tasty... Hungry liao.
Ohh ya btw thanks to Yuting, Meimei, Derek for cooking for us. =p


Lastly, last night at Mac Weili said my 黑眼圈 is ugly...
Hahas..
In time to come, it will become panda eyes.

Cherish everything...* 10:47 PM
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Saturday, May 16, 2009

Past few days too lazy to update blog liao, so drag till now cai update. Just ate magi mee for late supper. So had to wait for awhile be4 slping. Hmm these few days nth much happened except go swimming with the gang, playing basketball. Shall make tis a super short post cos its going to be 5am soon, need to slp lols.

Last but not least,
Happy 19th Birthday to Daryl!

Cherish everything...* 4:39 AM
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Monday, May 11, 2009

Its now 4.35am, and i'm still not in bed. Not feeling quite well at the moment. Both mentally and physically... Physically due to the pain all over my body, Mentally deep in my heart. Some things are only meant to be kept unsaid. And tat's me. I had changed to become wads not me myself. This kind of change is not wad i wanted. Guess i need to learn how to reject wad i dont wan, instead of accepting it with an anything attitude. Had been going along with the flow for as far as i noe, nvr been happy, cos its not my own wants. I had chose Darkness as the path i walk... For any human even reading tis, hope you will not experience tis...

Really needs to heavily reflect on the way i am spending my time everyday. Wad a joke, i had not been truly studying since sec 4. I regretted doing so. Will be restricting myself from today onwards. No1 will understand my feelings, the feeling of being a drop-out.. And i foresee smth.. Btw my post aren't for catching attention, just my true feelings...

To Weisong, sorry, it's my bad. It wont happen again. Nth much will be explained, you can have any conclusion you wan...

P.S: Sorry if i had changed, even when the change is not wad i wanted... 5.30am...

Cherish everything...* 4:37 AM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Tis morning went for a hair cut with Rick and Lex.
It was cool~
My hair looks still the same just tat its trimmed.
Returned home and dad said he also can cut tis kind of hair..
Said i spent $12 might as well dont cut. =.=

At 6pm plus, went running with ben.
I had 2 rounds slow jog around Circle Green with him.
Den planned to run 2.4km, timed by ben.
In the end only ran 800 meters in 4mins plus...
Reason being: sudden running nose attacked me,
making me hard to breath. =.=
Nxt we stationed ourselves at the fittness corner,
training for pull up, sit up, standing board jump.
Ohya, thanks ben for treating me drink..

Haiis thinking of mani things again, sad...


Lastly Happi Mothers' Day!

Replies to Taggies:
Fei - Dude, i already looking at bright side, if not i'll be at the dark side liao.
Song - hahas same as me...
Aikawa - Yup i very cool der~
Lex - Go to DMC~ Go to DMc~ Lols~
Fei - i slp late with supper of cos fat... hahas...
Lex - i slp early when i super tired.
Amy - i also dunoe y emo, ppl scare mah, Lols!

Cherish everything...* 1:26 AM
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Thursday, May 7, 2009

Went gym after Gems, ran at stadium too...
BUT, ate KFC after gym.
Gained weight, omg..
Time for a change?
A change tat will make me feel comfortable with myself?
Yeah! A change is needed.
A haircut on Sat,
more training,
less fatty food...
Getting fitter is wad i wanted,
not fatter... -.-"

Cherish everything...* 12:38 AM
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Yesterday night went running with Derek, Ricky, WeiSong n Alex around circle green.
I only managed to run 2 rounds? Yes, 2 rounds - 1.8km ONLY!
And, the best thing is... We ate MAC after our run. Lols?
Therefore we conclude tat run = no run...

Today went Derek house at 4pm after lesson. Watched DMC with MacChicken n Chips...
After which had some 2 vs 2 dota. Its time to go home, bid good bye to Derek and went home...
Had a small men's talk in msn just now. Shhh... Cant say out...
Later will be going gym after our Gems. Of cos is to train n build up our bodies.
Gonna enjoy Gems class.. =)

Btw thanks my friends for caring for me.. =p

Cherish everything...* 2:21 AM
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Monday, May 4, 2009

Mr Panda is back... Panda eyes soon. 3.40am liao and i just started updating blog instead of lying in comfortable bed slping. Alot of things happened during the long weekend including me emo-ing... Shall start with the emo-ing part. Dunoe y reading some ppls' blog will make me feel sad and even cry? Maybe is the content of the blog or the story of the blogger which contributes to my emo-ness or is tat i'm too emotional?


Learnt something new from Alex that emotion can be passed on like a cycle or should i say a chain effect. Example below:
C - not feeling good --> L - emo --> Fraw - emo also
Let me explain, the starting of the chain is the reason of me emo-ing den pass on to me emo-ing den it carries on affecting the Fraw as i even lost the interest for dota, lost of a teammate for dota... But i will try not to emo during dota.



Next, i think tat its a mistake tat shouldnt have happened. To fall in love with some1 over the net which i didnt even meet in real person be4. Once again, its a one-sided again? First n now second... Oh heaven, are you letting me learn wad giving up is? When will the time finally come when you will let me believe tat there will be no more one-sided for me?


I over-emo-ed to the extend tat i'm actually losing/dropping my mushroom hair... Need to use Ba Wang shampoo liao. I guess tat i'm already used to emo-ing, tats y.
Replies to taggies:
Pat - Thanks, and thanks for coming here.
SQ - Thanks also. Yup will seek my friends when i need them.
Jx - I am not emo-ing about dota, i had other things which i emo...


Wow now 4.35am liao, lucky tml is 1pm lesson... If not will be late if i overslpt. Btw Happy Advance 19th Birthday to Celine whose birthday coming in one day's time 5th May.

Cherish everything...* 3:39 AM
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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Danger! Warning! Tis is an emo post...
Argh! Feeling numb, sad, and even tears dropping...
Am i too emotional? Just cant help feeling tat way.
Dunoe the feeling is rite or wrong.
Y am i facing the same thing again?
Just unable to find any reason to be happy.

Currently no mood for anything, except making myself tired.
Sorry guys, maybe going running/bb instead of having dota draft.
Really no mood recently n dont ask me y, i just dunoe myself.

Cherish everything...* 1:44 AM
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Friday, May 1, 2009

Well Happi Labour Day every1... Will be slping quite late as tml is a public holiday. Planned to play basketball alone at maybe 6am plus plus below my house? Also planned to run with junxian at woodlands circle at 6pm. Hope wad planned will go on well...

Just now just be4 dota-ing with Frawl and the rest, dunoe y felt very empty and thus affected my mood for dota. Kept saying i will be dying in the game. Well, i just cant help it lar, so just chose CM use aura support, let u guys spam more. To add on, i noe tat i'm not good at dota and i dont have any interest other den range hero. Thus i limited myself to a few ranged heroes.

To F: I can use other heroes, but i use liao jiu 4get how to use le, so use = no use...
To R: Nth to say...
To A: I kept choosing LR, DS, VENO cos they are range, i dont like melee...
To W: I lazy to use other heroes...
To L: Its ok, try can liao...

Overall...
Well, being the weakest player in our clan, i noe tat i should try to improve but i simply just cant do it. I noe tat i can play better but i just dunoe y... Another reason is tat if i use another hero i dont noe n fed with it, i'll be dragging thw whole team down. Just giving myself excuses, just wad i felt at the moment... Sry for the emo post...

Enough of dota, well pls support ricky's blog advert by clicking.(Trial period) Thanks for all your support...


Pain...

Cherish everything...* 12:02 AM
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About

Lance aka Jia Wei
5/11/1990
Scorpio
21 soon
Serving NS

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| Alex |
| Ben |
| Jun Xian |
| Mandy |
| Mei Mei |
| Reggie |
| Wei Song |
| Wendy |
| Yu Ting |

| Maple Ting |

| Alvin |
| Amy |
| Amy LJ |
| Wei Zhuang |


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