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Monday, May 24, 2010

Yesterday went to Derek's house for a few hours of movie and poker games.
Nxt, cab down to Cwp with meimei to attend our ex-4e2 class dinner at 6.30pm.
Stunned that I was the only guy out of the 8 ppl thus i started to become nervous.
Went to Pastamania, the same place we had our last class dinner.
The girls ordered their food while i waited for hasri and Hafiz.
Luckily they last min came down to join us, if not i really dunoe how already.

And the imba thing of the day, I sat in front of Kelly.
AND, i didnt know she ordered Mushroom Baked Rice.
After I ordered mine, hers came and i was like Holy BBQ GG. =="
Heng i order der drinks diff from hers, if not really jiu "couple meal" liao.
Upon eating a few spoonful of the baked rice, i got a feeling i wanna vomit.
Dunoe if its the mushroom taste i'm not used to or .... lols....
Plus i'm super nervous, i ate the rice like a robot sia.
Open mouth put in, close. Open mouth put in, close.
Even though it was hot, i just carried on stuffing into my mouth lols.
Haiis i was acting very weird last night, uneasy with the nervousness,
1st time helping girls with ordering, wad else, sitting in front of Kelly.
Btw Thanks those who org this dinner. =p


After dinner, walked with meimei and yuting to 888 basketball court to touch basketball. LOL. Actually not touch , played one match. Nearly win, lost by one ball. Sad...


Argh chest, arms and thighs in pain now.
This time round really started training for Napfa liao.
Hope that my Pull-up and 2.4Km run can pass.
And hopefully i will slim down, not gain more weight. ==

Think thats all dudes, gonna study for later's lab test liao.
Bye...

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Cherish everything...* 12:30 PM
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Saturday, May 22, 2010

Well, its been quite some time since i last blogged.

Here to Congrat all whom graduated from polytechnics. =) Thanks and paiseh to BiFei and JunXian, for inviting me to your der Grad Day. Didnt want to emo there alone and make your sian diao on your der big day. Part of the reason is also that i dont wish to be there, my own reasons. Anyway, be it NS or Uni, do your best!


Warning! Emo content below, read at your own risk!

Still unable to fall aslp, kept listening to a same song at Youtube.
Trying to find somewhere to vent my emotions thus came over here.
These few days hadn't been well for me.
But tried to be normal, hiding them away.

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Not shared out
Pls do not ask about this part.
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Friends around me are graduated, working part times and waiting for NS.
While i'm still trying to finish my poly studies.
Can't help but think that way, i'm alone once again.
Perhaps alone from the beginning, not being myself.
To others, its no big deal.
But to me, its heaven and hell.
The only thing i can do now is to blame myself, myself and myself.
For over-relying on others, for not doing what i should do.
For making the wrong decision, for living in the past.
For trapping myself in my own barrier, for making excuses for myself.
For everything i do...

My bad points are increasing...
Cant seem to find a way to make me feel better.
To be continued....
Blanked out...

Things to be completed soon:
FYP
Exams
Napfa
Medical Checkup



Weekend Plans:
Great, 5am already....
Today's RP plan of gym and swimming was cancelled.
Saw from others' blog that on Sunday they might be going to Derek's house for movie.
Shall see if i'm going anot as i will be going secondary sch class dinner in the evening.

Hope everything will be just fine...


Cherish everything...* 3:32 AM
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Happy 20th Birthday to Celine.
All the best for everyting you do.
=p


Cherish everything...* 3:14 AM
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My life is back to normal now.

Back to poly and gaming life...

One week plus ago my Po Po passed away. I received a phone call from my dad at 5.55pm telling me that popo had passed away and asked me to rush down to TTS hospital. I was totally shocked and i blanked out. All i know i had to do is to leave lesson and rush down to there. It was unbearable, at first i tot i would be strong and will not cry. But as we went in to that room, tears flowed down like tap water from hose. For around more than half an hour, relatives and us all wept uncontrollably before we had to leave the room. On the next 3 days, we went for popo's funeral. Learned alot about funeral things. Wept again when "pushing" the coffin van and at the place after that. As the only elder grandson of my family, i felt regrettable that i hadn't done much for my popo when she's still alive. The only thing i can do now is to pray that in her afterlife, she wont have to experience WW2's hard life and have a good life instead. I'll miss you Po Po.... Yi Lu Zhou Hao....

Thanks the 4 dudes who came down and every1's concern.


Disband of Frawl Dota Gang
Personally, i felt quite dull or should i say moody for the past few days about this event. Frawl had became every1's history. Bifei also quitted Dota... As life goes on, there are things which are beyond our control. We just have to accept them. Thinking about these changes made me unsure of our future, will our friendship change in the future? Few years down the road will we still be in contact with each other? Maybe and maybe not, time will tell everything...

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错还记得坚持甚麽
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中朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有


Cherish everything...* 3:09 AM
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