Just now pangseh-ed ben and went for BB. In the end just shoot a few balls only. Gotten some unexpected ans once again to the questions i had been asking myself ever since few yrs ago. Great, i fully understand it in my heart, the more i noe, the more i dont wan to noe. So from the views of my friends, i'm someone who will be treated well only when some1 remind them of me n blah blah blah... Tried to suppress my feelings cos its not the 1st time i'm hearing it. Sorry for saying all these, wrote it cos i'm really cant take it anymore, had been swallowing lots of things into my stomach alone cos these are things i dont wish to say out...
Lastly,
I understand wad you are feeling now, becos i'm same as you.
Alone is not wad i seek, but it found me and befriended me.
Stay Strong will ya?
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