Todae planned to continue on my projects de but suddenly no mood to do. Thus i watched Taiwanese drama tat was intro to mi. After which took a nap till night. Had lots of things running through my mind... Alot of which i still has no ans to them, and lots of things i wanted to do but in the end, lack of determination was wad brings the end to them.
I am confused tis few daes, i'm not as clear as i used to be. Would the world stop spinning for mi just once? No! It will not, the world will still move on without mi. And sitting down here doing nth about it was wad i had been doing all these while. Theres nth much for mi to look forward to in tis world, aimlessly n helplessly awaits mi.
Laughers no longer follows mi while i drew a circle around myself, clearly marking the line. The pain had slowly become wad i am used to. And the story goes on...
"There was once a timid n shy boii, with no confident at all who noes nth much about everything. He met a gal in the same class whos his heart told him tat she's the one he will fall deeply for... At the same time he came in contact with online computer games from friends n neglected his studies.. N he nv wakes up from both of them. To him, the gal was wad 1st in his life tat awakes his heart.
One day, while he cycles to sch, he found out tat the gal was just beside him. In class, whenever theres chance, he would be looking at her from the back. He just couldnt control himself... After he moved house a street away, he realised tat she lived just opp block from her! He was overjoyed, since then, everyday be4 sch starts, he would be at his windows scanning the traffic junction for her from 13th floor. It made his morning meaningful just to able to see her walking to sch, the sigh of her even makes him through the hardest time in sch.
In these 2 years, he didnt have the courage to speak even a word with her. The moment she was close to him, he chose to walk away from the direction of her... During his CCA, there are times she would walk pass and his friends would tease him. But he didnt mind tat cos he reali enjoys gardening n worked hard in CCA. Soon she become the president of her CCA, the boii felt the gap was widening n he felt sad but at the same time happi for her... And mani more..."
The story will carry on nxt time...
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